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About Me Digital Art / Professional Premium Member KayFedewa26/Female/United States Group group avatar #WildReign
 
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*KayFedewa
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Artist | Professional | Digital Art
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Current Residence: michigan
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Hello!
Well, I received a lot of commission orders. I want to thank everyone who bought one. I will do my very best to make you a piece that you'll love :)
The list is pretty long, but I'll be working diligently on them. Thank you for your patience while I work my way down the list to your name.
I'll email you when I begin your piece, so that you will know to expect it soon :)

I'm also delighted at the positive response to my photos of Anya, my domestic fox.
I will have many more photos and videos to share in a few weeks. She is not living with me as of yet - I had to move to a neighboring city because my old city was telling me that foxes were not allowed (even though they had no actual, written law that said this and therefore no legal grounds to enforce this prohibition on me, but they did anyway).

So I bought a new house (with an acre!) and will be bringing her home to Michigan in early May (shes living with a friend in Florida at the moment). So when she's with me I'll have the opportunity to take lots of photos and videos of her ....prepare to be SPAMMED! ;P

I still get a lot of people asking about my and Fable's comic The BBA.

BBA wouldn't be anything without you - the readers and fans. And for years Erin and I have had your support in all that we've done and because of that, I'd like to share an explanation of the situation with you.

A few years ago I decided to stop producing pages. I haven't been able to pinpoint the exact reason why I felt the need to do this - I actually think it was a large mix of things.  
My mother passed away that year, 2009. I've always struggled with depression, but that really hit me hard. She had held the family life together (something that lent me most of my sense of security. ) and after she was gone it fell apart. I was lost for some time, as I tried to figure out how to manage truly being on my own in the world.

I look back and view that event as the day I grew up. I feel markedly different now than before that, in ways too myriad and personal to describe here.

A day after the funeral, I got a full-time job. In the past, BBA was able to grow and come to life in my mind because I would spend lots of time during the day just thinking and imagining the world. Now, for 8 hours a day I had to be focused on the project I was being paid to work on. It can be creatively draining. I come home and I don't want to get right back behind the computer again.

To be honest, other factors were things that were going on in the online communities. I found it hard to want to come online and deal with drama and negativity when I really had enough of that going on in real life. While I've always had supporters, it was hard for me to ignore those who went way out of their way to troll me, send me hate, etc. Im sure that, because most of you are artists too and we seem to be afflicted with insecurity, self-doubt and depression, you can relate. Even though in reality it was something like 5 or 10 supportive comments for every 1 rabid attack, I got tired of it all. It had been going on for years but I just didn't have the energy or spirit to deal with it anymore.
It was easier to just leave the internet behind and forget about everything.

Another factor was that the world and characters of BBA were things I dreamed up when I was something like 16, some parts even way earlier. That's over a decade ago now and my situation and my person have changed a lot in that time. Imagine the way you were 10 years ago... you probably don't feel anything like the same person! The story I was interested in telling then isn't the story i want to tell today.
That aside, I've learned a lot about story-telling, writing and character development by reading and watching and studying fiction during my hiatus.

I could have just pulled back the reigns, wheeled the story around and driven it in another direction. But if I'm going to do something, I like to do it right. It needed to be retired.

Initially, I thought I'd just hand it over to Erin completely and she could take it where she liked. But after a while I thought, well, I don't want to give up on it completely. I still like some things about what we did. I think we did something really original, we had fun working together, and it clearly vibed with a certain audience.

I've been intermittently working on a new story, script, and tweaking the world for a BBA reboot. I'm not working on it full time - I let it sit while I wait for inspiration to strike (which can be slow going when you have so many busy days..) then I write it down. I want to create something that has soul and depth and truth and isn't just pretty, action-y or "cool" for the sake of it. I want to create something that means something to me and that hopefully others will be able to relate to and find meaning in. I want to create something that I'm really proud of.

So, I can't give you a release date or promise they'll be more soon. But I can promise you that I haven't forgotten BBA, and that next time you see it, it will be something really good.

Well, that's about it for now. If you read all that....well...wow, and thank you! Until next time!

~K
  • Listening to: Marina & The Diamonds
  • Reading: Absolution Gap
  • Watching: Six Feet Under
  • Playing: League of Legends
  • Eating: PB & J
  • Drinking: 5 hr energy stills. prob going to give me cancer.

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~Thunderthefox55 12 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, i just want to report that i saw one of your pics(Kiki) in one website without your credit. There was no ur name or anything and Kiki's name was changed. I looked at that pic and i knew that it was yours. But the user of that pic wasn't you, i'm kinda sure of it.

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~thedraklion12345 4 days ago  Student General Artist
I love the last 2 wolves you made awesome.
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:iconangellover2416:
Well I have been watching your work for the past few years and you are an amazing artist. I actually feel awful for not keeping up with commenting your work and giving as much support as I would have liked to. I too, like everyone else wanted to see more pages of BBA up. But as I read your journal, things have changed and of course change is good. You're right, one isn't the same over periods of time and when life changing experiences occur they become part of who you are. Can never be the same person. We evolve and with it our stories that we tell and share change with us.I'm happy you've made that choice. Take your time. I know you will someday create something that will match your true ambitions. I wish the best of luck in your endeavors Kay.

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"He was free from his torment and mine was just begining.."-my story
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wanna do an art-trade with me?

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:iconespalion:
Hi! Your comic is amazing and I'm watching you. :)
Bye!
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:iconcobra175:
wow glad to see movment from one of my fave wolf comic makers heh you helped inpsire me to create luka Cross
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:icontruekiris:
Thank You Kay.
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*flying-werwolf May 9, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Little fanart :3
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~hilliard May 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
When R you going to put pages out for your BBA comic I been waiting for ever

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=Kiwi-Heart May 8, 2012  Student General Artist
If you look into her journals a journal or two back, you'll see she gave a large explanation about how she stopped doing it and gave the project over to :iconesda06:. Though it doesn't seem she's too motivated to keep working on it anymore.
It seems Kay might be picking it up again(though it'll be completely different). I'd suggest you read her journal updates if you're worried about new pages.

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Yo momma so fat, when she get's in the pool, her splash attacks actually do damage!
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