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Hi friends,
I just wanted to send out a small update to let you know that the health problem that started in June turned out to be much more serious than I initially thought. It rapidly progressed since June, crippling my functionalities in various ways. These days have been the most difficult time of my life.
It is certain that my life will never be the same as before. It does not seem possible that I will ever be "cured" but there are a couple treatments for my condition that have put people into remission. The last 3 weeks my entire time has been consumed by working with a support organisation and learning about my condition from other patients, going to a lot of doctors, many in different towns, trying to get help and opinions.
Just Monday August 21 I started an aggressive treatment that I have a lot of hope for. I have already seen some signs of improvement in a few areas.
I don't really like to talk about this stuff publically but, because I have basically vanished from being online, I worry people will interpret my disappearance as me giving up on my art. I cannot live with that assumption because nothing is farther from the case. In fact completing my comic for you is my #1 life goal. All of my efforts to get well will be so that i can get back to the place where I can make art every day. That's all I want to do.
Today I feel well enough to log on to DA and post this. And then I'm even going to do some drawing on the newest page. I feel like I'm on an upswing, but improvement may not be linear and may look something more like an advancing spiral, where good days are followed by bad, then good again, etc.
I'm sorry if this is a disjointed post. My head has been really foggy and even forming cohesive thoughts provides a challenge sometimes.
But all of this to say, I feel that I will be back to functional, hopefully in the very near future, and will be able to spend less of my time at doctors and more time focusing on creating.
It has been so many years that you have supported me and my work on BBA. I wish i could find the words with which to express my appreciation.
~K
I just wanted to send out a small update to let you know that the health problem that started in June turned out to be much more serious than I initially thought. It rapidly progressed since June, crippling my functionalities in various ways. These days have been the most difficult time of my life.
It is certain that my life will never be the same as before. It does not seem possible that I will ever be "cured" but there are a couple treatments for my condition that have put people into remission. The last 3 weeks my entire time has been consumed by working with a support organisation and learning about my condition from other patients, going to a lot of doctors, many in different towns, trying to get help and opinions.
Just Monday August 21 I started an aggressive treatment that I have a lot of hope for. I have already seen some signs of improvement in a few areas.
I don't really like to talk about this stuff publically but, because I have basically vanished from being online, I worry people will interpret my disappearance as me giving up on my art. I cannot live with that assumption because nothing is farther from the case. In fact completing my comic for you is my #1 life goal. All of my efforts to get well will be so that i can get back to the place where I can make art every day. That's all I want to do.
Today I feel well enough to log on to DA and post this. And then I'm even going to do some drawing on the newest page. I feel like I'm on an upswing, but improvement may not be linear and may look something more like an advancing spiral, where good days are followed by bad, then good again, etc.
I'm sorry if this is a disjointed post. My head has been really foggy and even forming cohesive thoughts provides a challenge sometimes.
But all of this to say, I feel that I will be back to functional, hopefully in the very near future, and will be able to spend less of my time at doctors and more time focusing on creating.
It has been so many years that you have supported me and my work on BBA. I wish i could find the words with which to express my appreciation.
~K
Patreon Live!
Hello my darlings! My new patreon is at https://www.patreon.com/kayfedewa if you would like to give it a looksie! Let me know if I'm missing anything or if you have any suggestions. Well, maybe see you there..!!
Patreon Re-Launch
Hi friends, Thank you for all the warm welcomes back! I would like to relaunch my Patreon. It would be in support of my general art-making for now - I do have plans to do comic work at some point but I'd like to to get the patreon rolling first. So I'd be posting things like commissions and my personal art and sketches. Id like to get a general feel for if any of you would be interested in supporting something like this. I'd also like to get your thoughts on what kind of benefits you like to see patreon creators offering. Here is a list of what I'm thinking of currently offering, at various donation tiers, listed lowest to highest: 1) Early posted art - posted to Patreon a month before other platforms 2) Sketches, Concepts and WIPs, behind-the-scenes writings 4) High resolution images of work 5) first dibs commission slot 6) Colorable, usable lineart templates 7) Exclusive adoptables 8) Personal blog/journal Access 9) Invite to private channel in BBA discord server. Personal
2022 Check in
Hey DA friends, Missed you guys. I wanted to check in and say hey because some people have been asking about me, wondering if I'm dead. Well, I'm not! I'm doing OK. I'm going to spare you details because the truth is that it's always going to be some degree of Not healthy - just sometimes better and sometimes worse. I accept that now. Now it's about finding a rhythm. Trying to continue to carve out space for art among everything else. I've been going back to my roots (pre-BBA) with some new (old) line drawing styles. Having fun with that. I'll be updating my gallery with some stuff I've done over the past couple years - which isn't much, as I didnt have access to digital tools for a while and was using ballpoint and newsprint. Then those sketchpads had to be thrown out due to becoming contaminated with mold particles that were causing problems for me. My old PC which contained the last of my digital pieces was sold and i was too unwell to make backups so i lost a lot of work. Im in
November2019 Update {commissions closed}
{edit - I have a pretty long queue now so Im gonna work through these before I open again - thank you to everyone who messaged me!}
Hey DA friends,
I regret the long disappearance. I hope no one was too worried about me. I had to leave my home for a good while and didn't have computer access to do digital work.
I've grown so tired of how much space this battle has taken up in my day to day life. At this point I feel like I have lost almost an entire year of living - being unable to pursue and explore what I want. Being unable to direct my growth in the areas I'd like. Its true that during that time I have continued to heal and have regaine
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I'm very sorry. Hope you'll feel as well as possible for you not stopping your art